Therapy

My broken heart is seeking all the usual ways of healing:

New shoes

Movies

Hair Cuts

Also, Happy 1 year of having a blog. 

The Park

This song is the anthem of my heartache

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I'm having a very difficult time restraining myself from running away to London.

I made a wedding cake. It was delicious. Tomorrow is the wedding. I don't get to see it in action.

I hate to admit it, but Ben was right and it was super stressful. Apparently I get very scary when I'm stressed about baking. Paige hid in the back room.

Just some preoccupying thoughts...

My iPhoto is not working. I can't look at nor edit any of the last 300 photos that I uploaded.

It's wedding frenzy in my home. There are 4 bridal magazines in my house. No one seems to be able to stop talking about weddings.

I'm making a wedding cake this week. Ben thinks it is really stressing me out and wishes I hadn't volunteered to help. It is NOT stressing me out. I get very serious when I bake, but thats no big deal. But it is a WEDDING cake, which means it needs to be perfect. So I'm just a bit more serious than normal...

Harry Potter comes out next week.

I fly to Seattle to visit my sister and her family on friday.

I have absolutely no money. I'm not getting any hours at work, and I still have to eat and make rent, so I'm just really broke. Which means that even though I like to think about weddings, I'm realizing that I have no money to ever get married. So looks like I'm going to be single for the rest of my life. The average cost of weddings in Provo, Ut (poor Mormon college kids) is $12,000 to $20,000. Good grief.

I want a cool wedding.

I want new clothes. Most of my things do not fit me, nor do they flatter my figure.

I want to be able to paint and knit and do the things that I love.

“

So many gods, so many creeds,
So many paths that wind and wind,
While just the art of being kind
Is all the sad world needs.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox